Sunday, January 25, 2009

This is me, now.

Finally, I have had time to read through my Character Portrait and by making notes of the key things that stood out to me, (whether I agreed with them or not - most of which I did!) I hope that it can give me some ideas as to how to move forward with life, give me an insight and some motivation to do something great! I've been reading it through and literally spent hours making these notes and they are certainly striking a chord or two in my heart. Not everything is listed only what i see as relative now or potential relative. 

* for humor purposes everything in bold is what I laughed out loud over, simply because I couldn't get over how right it was or that it really meant something to me! the rest i simply nodded at and said to myself yup, thats right ;)

- stubborn when pushed
- you are drawn to complicated individuals 
- when you say something, people listen. If they don't you feel ignored and hurt
- you thrive on telling amusing stories when you have an audience
- very observant of human nature
- you're a wonderful story teller
- your personal creative talents and unique identity are vital assets that can make your fortune
- there is a mature and serious side to you
- you have the confidence and a fair measure of common sense to be able to cope in most situations and meet your obligations
- people generally admire you for being trustworthy and be support when it necessary
- more prudent than cautious
-  you have vitality and a strong competitive spirit
- if challenged you become very pushy and uncompromising
- your best method of defense is offense
- natural leader though your certainties can leave some people thinking you are arrogant and headstrong
- there is a great deal more to your personality than meets the eye
- you have great strength
- at a time of crisis you can actually feel more confident
-  few things can stop you reaching your goal if you're prepared to put your mind to it
- often you take decisions on a hunch
- at times your confidence and vitality can be low for no apparent reason
- you have a sense of self doubt and delusion as to who you are in a relation to other people
- sometimes you project a false image to other people and sometimes lack the realism to judge other people and their true nature
- in one sense its positive that you seek out the good in others but it also means that people can take advantage of this compassionate side of you
- you have talents on arts, drama and maybe clairvoyance
- from your earliest days the security of your home is an emotional issue
- much needed security came from your Mother with whom you enjoy or enjoyed quite a close relationship with
- you were and still are very sensitive to changes in the domestic atmosphere
- you may well be drawn to a home near water
- whatever the location... a home gives you a sense of belonging you badly need
- you like to look after people but also like to be cared for
- your ability to voice feelings through the written and spoken word can be excellent if you put your mind to it
- you have a wonderful way of recounting ordinary day-to-day events as an amusing never to be forgotten anecdote with choice words and imitation of expressions
- your letters flow with feeling
- you are natural at building up an easy communicative rapport with people it you want to get close to them. you can make a person feel at home and enjoy listening to you
- you have an uncommon commonsense using the memory of experience from the past to take day-to-day decisions
- the way you think tends to be very methodical
- if news is complex you try to "buy time" to process your decision
- have have patience to listen carefully and follow an idea through
- unsurprising you are most comfortable with basic concepts and natural processes
- once you have grasped a concept you retain it well
- though slow to make up your mind, once you have made a decision no amount of rhetoric or clever argument can sway you. in this sense you are consistent and a little stubborn
- after a while your brain switches off. frequent changes of plans and schedules are frustrating for you
- the way you communicate and the flow of your messages that comes from you is a key part of your personality. though you can express your thoughts well, the quality of what you articulate says more about you. shallow remarks or blurting out the first thing that comes to your head is only going to lower your self image
- you are the way you think so its your thoughts that make you special. the connection between your ideas and your sense of belonging is strong. when your thoughts are questioned you feel that the challenge is directed at you as an individual
- if you meet someone and they fail to ask about you or show much interest in your life you can be quite put out. you find your life, your encounters, your journes or the book you are reading most interesting - or at least, you can make them sound like they are! This comes from your ability to observe all that goes on around you.
- curiosity keeps you going
- if your environment is not full of change, then you are off changing your surroundings on  short trip or an errand.
- people find you trustworthy and can read you like a book
- combined with your business instincts this trust is your skills will prove to be an assett in business
- you have an interest of diet and health and incorporate this into your daily life
- provided a subject has relevence interest to your personal life, you can and probably do talk at length. but to be fair, you can also listen and respond well
- you can explain matters with care, forethought and understanding
- you can communicate with children on the same wave length as you
-  you're a romantic heart
- you're loyal, providing there is mutual respect and admiration
- admit it flattery will get your love everywhere!!
- besides dramatic love affiars you enjoy entertaining
- fancy dress as well as the arts and theatre has a paricular appeal
- your taste is clear for the big, bright and dramatic
- being a homemaker is one of your attractive features
- squalor or a hostile environment upsets you
- the pleasent atmosphere and condition of your home is essential for your happiness and peace of mind
- your home is a place of both pleasure ad if neccessary withdrawal to nurture yourself if the world feels too harsh
- you enjoy sharing your home with someone you love or you might invest in a property with a partner
- this artistic and affectionate side to your nature comes throught from your parents, probably your Mother
- as a child you have been the one who brought harmony into the family without taking sides
- you enjoy nostalgia
- others are drawn to you for the love and emotion and happiness you so readily provide
- you have a love for children
- in social situations you are good humored. this talent helps you to deal with people and will make you socially popular
- in a relationship you seek equally fun loving types
 - you have an excellent sense of rhythm. music and dance are a good outlet for you
- originality and improvisation in art forms is one of your best talents and you should use it
- you are very sexual and manage to keep it in good taste
- to assert yourself you use you mind and sharp wit
- when under fire you can be very articulate and if necessary cutting. so sharp the victim may not even feel the knife
- whilst you run mental rings around most people, you do enjoy sparring intellectually with someone who is on your level
- the buzz of nervous energy keeps you moving forward from one activity to the next. 
- you avoid repetitive tasks
- your way with words is an attractive quality you bring to a relationship
- being motivated to be financially self reliant and independent, you are prepared to put in the necessary work
- you are capable of running your own business
- you have strong values
- you can earn money rapidly but you spend it just as quickly - an impulsive buy happens in seconds but may not prove to have lasting value
 - if you see something you want you will work hard enough to get it
- you are generous. with any gift or favor you expect thanks rather than feedback
- because lending possessions can lead to damage and hassle you may have established a policy of never lending but sometimes giving instead
- when pushed too far you may kick over a flower pot... you may even hurt yourself as a way of venting your exasperations to avoid this a fast intensive workout session or a jog helps you a lot
- another important outlet for energy is sex
- hot blooded, you tend to rush in, head first as you just cannot wait and must do things now
- luckily you have the stamina to withstand such exertion
- you seek challenges
- much of your outlook is built up from first hand experience, traveling throughout the world, living out different lifestyles
- life and the world is for exploring
- you have a thirst to learn about life
- most of what you discover reaffirms your faith in human nature and enriches your generous and trusting spirit
- because you seek so much in people, it is possible that you have several significant companions during your life
- a great benefit to you is the growth of knowledge through a union with a partner from overseas or a partner who has had a very different life experience to you
- you encourage luck by being open, friendly and expecting the best in a person
- there is potential for a virtuous circle here - the more you give the more you expect in return
- as a seeker of truth, you trek all manner of "least trodden" paths from atheism to Christianity. there is a radical revolutionary side to you that work to your advantage
- you have an enthusiastic thirst for knowledge
- travel abroad tends to be unusual, unexpected, yet enlightening
- a born optimist, to you, every cloud has a silver lining
- you are quite lucky when it comes to home and family life. benefits came from your Mother
- one of your greatest fears is to be considered unjust, rude or to incur social disapproval
- talents you may wish to consider exploiting include your flair for negotiation, handling personnel and long term contracts
- you are too much of a perfectionist and either too demanding of your staff or unable to delegate jobs
- life to you cannot be lived lightly on the surface. periods of isolation and intense contemplation will help strengthen you
- much secrecy surrounds your innermost thoughts and plans
- you may have changed your whole field of business at some stage in your life... you are seeking a field that has more truth to you, more rewarding emotionally and one that gave you more meaning and purpose
- you should apply your talented imagination to solving painful problems or in an artistic way such as photography, writing or music
- you have a strong urge for the freedom of speech, to travel, to experience and explore life first hand
- people find you very friendly and your magnetism rather exciting. you get on well with all sorts of people in a relaxed open-minded way. however the restrictive and routine aspects of a conventional relationship aren't as easy to cope with.
- generally you're very much in tune with the most enlightened ideas of your age group.
- whenever you go abroad, it tends to be at short notice with several surprising changes of schedule and experiences; occasionally unsettling, but always uplifting
- the thought of the future gives you a tremendous and constant buzz; though the present never turns out to be quite as rewarding as envisaged. Perhaps you're too busy living through your next plans in your head, to take head of what's happening now!
- sometimes you feel quite drawn to an unusual lifestyle, to move away from the "nine to five" existence.
- you have a caring attitude towards your friends who can give you a sense of security
- your worldview is based more on fantasy than fact, but you have great spiritual faith
- travel to exotic places appeals to you. overseas you feel as if you have escaped into another world and yet you can feel out of your depth or may have certain phobias
- you may well travel for compassionate reasons. helping others in need around the world has much appeal.
- adopting realistic, common sense view of religion you take other people's spiritual views seriously.
- because you can be so compassionate and soothing, people are drawn to you for sympathy, an enticing, even divine quality about you can at times be source of worry
- your father has been in a world of his own or absent in one sense
- the indecision between being selfless and looking after number one is a dilemma that you often have to face. this is most evident when people let you down or turn out to be unreliable in some way, after appearing to be so perfect.
- you would resent being manipulated by authority figures as may have occurred or at least you felt happened in your dealings with your father. certainly your relationship with him reached at least one big if not several crises in your formative years
- your well-developed gut instincts make you highly resourceful. ferreting out secrets comes naturally to you.
- balancing the sacred with the profane will stop you from day-to-day dreaming your life away and chasing after impossible moonbeams!


I feel like someone has watched my life for the past 25 years and handed all of their research to me on a plate. I feel like this has captured a whole lot, yet there is so much more to be said and understood! The accuracy of this is uncanny. You might think, yes but surely she knew about all of this already? Maybe. But I'd say it's only help me confirm my doubts and realize my potential in life! Now, time to use it to my advantage and keep on moving up! 

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